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Saturday, 29 April 2006
Mood:
 hug me
Topic: Poem
What I Can Do
I try to accept
I truly wish them good will
But with every embrace i cringe
Every kiss i must turn away
In this limbo, an immovable catch 22
Nothing i can do
Yet no more can i bear
Watching their joy
That i wish i could share
But i cannot
Is there nothing i can do?
No, there is not
There is not.
Posted by rockhippie77
at 9:04 PM EDT
Mood:
 crushed out
Topic: Poem
Her
Day by day
She Tortures me
Day by day
I torture myself
Why do i long
For what i cannot attain?
Yearn for the heavens
Live for A dream
I cannot
I can take this no more
Battling within myself
To whom do i turn
Nay, not her.
Only pain would result
Suffering the yield
I say i must turn to myself
Yet still i gaze at her
A gaze i cannot break
A longing impossible to stay
There is no hope
I have no hope
Posted by rockhippie77
at 8:59 PM EDT
Tuesday, 25 April 2006
Mood:
crushed out
Topic: Poem
Changes
I tried to forget
Until just a hole was left
Such a hole i would fill with what i swore against
And now the old pain returns
Two people within fight
What i was
And that which i've become
Each hating eachother
And still the hole
Two lives, a path which i must choose
For i can feel no third path
How can i know a third, live life anew?
How.
How do i change myself?
How do i cease to be me.
And become another
There are too many questions unanswered.
And yet another life i must seek
Yet again i must turn away from others.
I must look, search.
So the search begins.
Posted by rockhippie77
at 9:04 PM EDT
Mood:
 blue
Topic: Poem
Long Forgotten
Long have my lips forgotten the taste of her kiss
Long has my hand forgotten the touch of hers
Long have my arms forgotten the feel of her body in them
Though my heart has yet to- nay,never shall forget what i felt for her.
I shall never
Posted by rockhippie77
at 8:57 PM EDT
Mood:
 down
Topic: Poem
Thoughts Of Solidtude
I listen to another lovesong
I watch another couple
They were once me
A tender kiss
A shared laugh
Aperfect moment
The greatest pain is remembering
How it used to be
But no longer
I stare up at a night sky
With no one to share the beauty with
I watch a beautiful sunset
In solitude
A solitude i cannot break
Impenatrable, unmarrable
I feel as lonely as the flame i write this by
A feeble lantern on a dark night
The dark presses around me, suffocating
The solitude suffocating
A lonely tear falls
Akin to me
So alone
Posted by rockhippie77
at 8:54 PM EDT
Friday, 24 February 2006
Mood:
 not sure
Topic: Poem
Confusing Thoughts
It seems that i have alot to think about tonight....
Alot to ponder, as i watch the wavering shadows.
My thoughts, as lost as my heart, stir,
Conjuring wraiths of my mind,
Prowling the edges of my vision.
Contemplating, long into the night,
As the wind passes through the eaves.
The howls sync'd with my thoughts,
A symphony, not of sorrow, not of pain, or despair,
not of happiness or love, or joy.
Just confusion.
I return...smelling the fresh cut grass,
running, feeling each plank pass under my feet.
The water rushes up, in i go.
Hearing the laughter that was, fading....
fading into voices...arguing, tears...
Pain, gone now....yet should it be?
Posted by rockhippie77
at 1:40 AM EST
Updated: Friday, 24 February 2006 1:42 AM EST
Saturday, 4 February 2006
Mood:
blue
Topic: Poem
Trapped
I cant escape...
Reality, life, existence...
It slowly moves on.
But i do not.
I lay awake at night,
with no hopes to dream of.
I rise to another day,
with nothing to wait for.
Nightmares plague me,
More vivid than reality.
And they all taunt me.
What do they have,
that i lack?
Hope?
Dreams?
Life?
I watch, undisturbed, unoticed.
They laugh,
They talk,
They Kiss,
They Live,
As i watch.
The music blares,
Yet i can still hear them.
It still leaks through.
I cant escape.
i cant escape.
Posted by rockhippie77
at 11:29 PM EST
Friday, 2 December 2005
Mood:
 sad
Topic: Poem
Dreams
I would do anything
Could I hold her again.
I would do anything
Could I kiss her again.
To see her smile
As I hold her in my arms.
To feel her lips
Brush my cheek
To hear her say such simple words.
I know it is of fantasy I dream,
Yet is the fantastic possible?
Yes.
But not this.
Still I will dream.
But that’s all.
Dream.
Such a wonderful dream.
Posted by rockhippie77
at 6:40 PM EST
Thursday, 1 December 2005
Mood:
hug me
Topic: Poem
Watching and Waiting
I hope.
I lose.
It never fails.
So now, I do
I give up.
Let life do to me what it will,
For I will only wait.
Here I wait,
To watch my life,
Like a bad TV
Ill just sit here and watch,
As the laugh-track breaks…
I will just sit here and wait.
Watching as people pass,
I watch as they go about their lives,
They move in a blur.
I just sit and watch.
Watching…Waiting…
What is the difference…
In watching your just waiting to see what will happen next.
Well, I’ll save you the time.
Nothing.
Posted by rockhippie77
at 8:16 PM EST
Monday, 28 November 2005
Mood:
crushed out
Topic: Poem
Help
I need help.
I need her.
But she is gone.
The one.
Our darkest moments outshine the only joy I can have now.
Yet I hate her.
And I love her.
She betrayed me
Because she cared for me.
Is that right?
Can I forgive her?
It matters not.
We will never be again
By decree from her and I.
Yet I need her.
I am lost.
What do I do?
Frustration plagues me.
Despair daunts me.
Love teases me.
I am lost.
Cast into the void.
It has never been the same.
Will it ever be?
My words are a rant.
Repetitive, desperate.
This is my last plea.
I just hope someone will hear it.
Posted by rockhippie77
at 10:58 PM EST
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